2 legs cramped up!

last night, when i was swimming, after an hour and a half of continuous laps... both of my legs cramped up! it was the most excruciatingly painful thing ever! (i obviously have never given birth. hehe). it was really scary because both of my legs suddenly froze! i was just so lucky that i was near the gutter when it happened. I had like 2 seconds before the real pain suddenly spread. it was my final lap actually, i was planning to get off after that last lap, that's when i happened. now i can still hardly move both of my legs. it's horrible. but i will would like to do something fun today. i'm washing my clothes. and i still need to iron them for this coming week, and to prepare for my trip. so much to do and i just woke up! i so lazy. i hate being lazy. grr. enough of this

The need for the world to know

since i can't sleep right now. i'm back to the think i don't like doing. really, i'm not too fond of blogging, yet here i am, instead of going back to sleeping i'm wasting my sleeping time and blogging. well a few unimportant things have happened recently. first trivial pursuit is my abstinence of using the ultimate networking site of sites. facebook. why you might ask? it all started when i was chatting with my friend, sasa. sasa is in the philippines and she's like my closest friend in college. we were chatting about random things. (what a way to waste company time huh). when yuyu when online. yuyu talked to my about fitness first. cause i signed up here again in another vain attempt of mine to finally lose weight.. well and also swim every other night. when yuyu suddenly threaded unchartered waters... she was telling me that she's depressed again. to i went to a different chat window to tell sasa that yuyu was depressed. in my own words:
chesca: omg yuyu's going emo again.
chesca: i dont know what i'm going to say.

when i realized that i actually copy-pasted it on yuyu's window! i was so unbelievably screwed. all i could do was apologize.
i told lala about it, and she said i should keep to myself for a few days, hence my facebook abstinence. (but im still on twitter. hehe).
so there. just this afternoon i got an sms from yuyu that we're okay now. though i havent seen her for over a week now.
which brings us to the title of this blog..
when i got the message from yuyu, i was currently chatting with lala. (haha, i really am not working much,, am i?)
chesca: lala, yuyu just made up with me
lala: good for you
chesca: yey, im so happy im going to blog about this. (totally contratdicts me saying i hate blogging. hehe)
lala: why do you have this need to tell the world everything?
lala: i dont want to talk to you anymore, who knows what you're gonna say about me.

well, i can only say something about a person if i have anything to say.
i wonder if i really have this need to share everything about myself. and where do i draw the line. i dont know, may be im just thinking too much about this. i need a hobby. or i dont know something to read.
im currently reading.. the girl who played with fire. i should get back to that. bye!